19 months of wonderful memories...

I still have that huge smile like I just met him 2weeks ago, the excitement is still gracing me.

we have come a long way yet it feels like just yesterday and that alone gives me shivers.

 I am not going to write much I am just going to let the pictures tell you what we have been up too and where we are now. #smiles enjoy!


here is our life in a short space of 19months :)

BJ introduced us she might not know it but I thank God that we ran into each other :)

He gave me this ring when we met the first time for lunch beautiful

Date:28-07-12

I think this was my first time at his house

Date: 05-08-12

Our first outing after our date :O

Date:22-08-12

Day out to the mall he got me a flower from his garden, real charmer it was still early days, I remember this day I got admitted into hospital, he sat with me the whole day Wow!

 Date: 25-08-12

Captured moment whilst I slept

 Date: 11-08-12 

First outing with both our friends... it didn't start well I looked all over for him that day, he was so upset.

 Date:02-09-12

Saturday the 07-09-12 we went out for coffee, beautiful morning @mugandbean

OH yes this beautiful day at the botanical garden.. blissful moments I remember checking in on fb it was a Friday we took a day off.

Date: 21-09-12   

SPRING FIESTA... VIP ENOUGH SAID. Thank you baby.

Date:22-09-12

 After our movie night on the 10-10-12 we took this beautiful pic #lovely

My Prince took me to a spar, I loved every moment I will never forget it this thoughtful gesture :)

Date:27-12-12

 December our first! we spent it with his friends, cousins and my sister. we kissed at midnight it was my first time really happy and enjoying myself with my boyfriend on the 31st. he then updated that post on his BBM moments that melt my heart and soul :) 

I made us breakfast at my house, then we planned for 2013. this was probably one of our best mornings for 2013, after we did that planning there was so much fulfilment we both updated our BBM's status it was magical.

Date:02-01-13

Soccer night with my boo it was raining, don't I just look hot with short hair, lol.

Date:19-01-13

This day we dedicated it to the kids, took them to a family outing at a farm in Alberton. the kids loved him, his great with kids

Date::03-03-13

Sad that we had to lose such a beautiful and dynamic soul. it was probably my hardest time with him, I didn't know how to deal with his grief and it killed me inside. I just wanted to make him feel better. yes its true death is not proud :( RIP gogo 

>>>>BUT IT IS WELL WITH OUR SOULS<<<< Date :14-03-13

Fun masters, the pic says it all :) happiness all round.

Date:30-03-13

Road trip to Nels yepeee that was great, I even went all sexy on him LOL, don't ask, it was amazing. he treats me like a Princess and I love him for that. #amakosi for life!

 Date: 18-05-13

On this day we took  Reko and Tebo(coursin)out. we will make great hosts, they had fun. thank you babe for being the man in my life.

Date:25-05-13

Tuesday night, instead of doing movies we also did mask and massage evenings. Tuesdays are special because we do different things some Tuesdays we would say tonight we going to talk about feelings. its a great way to spend time with each other.

Date: 04-06-13

2013 we lost warriors in our lives, when I found out Papa had left us I was with him. it was too painful. awesome man I really hope I marry someone like you, you left behind a great legacy RIP Papa :(

Date:02-07-13

Birthday vibes in Sun City. we had the times of our lives there...

Date: 19-07-13

Party vibes at Zone 6 the Venue

Date: 26-07-13

My last day working at Computershare we celebrated with my friends. it was an awesome evening

He supports me with everything, holds my hand and helps calm the storm. I don't know how to thank you.

Date: 04-09-13

My birthday gift! the card says Nana thank you for putting up with my sh#t for 16 months. This man can make a girl fall so hard. I remember the evening we stayed in and had out first dance Lord that night was oh so unforgettable

Date: 21-11-13

supporting our Baby girl at her concert. Thank you Daddy

Date: 23-11-13

Wedding vibes we looked amazing.

Date: 08-12-13

night out at Melrose ft black coffee we got down!

Date:12-12-13

Christmas gift from my Person, the frame is my mothers and the little forever new nail kit is my sister's and the bag and the books are mine. I cried when he gave us the gifts, the most thoughtful man I know, and I happen to be in-love with him. I will never forget even if I tried. Thank you my Love

Date: 25-12-13

New years eve we decided to spend it alone at home,we cooked together had Dinner and slept. such moments are priceless.

Date:31-12-14

The next day we had movie night with our little Princess #Fun times

Date: 01-01-14 

Night out with the Family. trust me it ended up awesome started off slow.. but Mr Chipeya came and saved the day that's what I am talking about.

Date:08-01-14 

We still stand stronger and fearless,for our Lord our God still covers us under his wings. 19 months later... 2014 is still ours BIGGER things will happen in our lives with God being our helper.

life lately

I see things from a different angle, I realized that no body will save me, but i have a strong feeling that this break has saved me from myself. its been so awesome I leant so much but I mostly have grown to see a better me. I have devoted myself to knowing myself , I listened to myself and my whole being I've hated myself a few times I cried a lot but for what its worth I couldn't have asked for a better experience

life lately has had more ups then down, I'm pleased that its come to that, I realised that life is perfect if one works and waters life with deep breaths and smiles so one can get through the day. recently I opened myself up to another world, I gained excess to the spiritual healing and ancestral believes and guardian angles. Wow this world I must say was scary and I had lots of doubts in entering but I felt at the time that I need something to give me peace, tying to chase butterflies of life.

when one gets to a certain age you find yourself asking questions about life how it works, because hey life is beautiful but can be painful and extremely hard to deal with. So I went in search of a teacher, but now I call him my Master I remember the first time I asked my boyfriend to hook me up with my Master he wouldn't have it he refused but came a time when life was so bad that we both didn't know what to do he finally agreed that I meet him.
 
ever since our first encounter with my Master my life was never the same. I found myself a teacher a listener and worrier of life :) he introduced me to the parallel universe that surround us, the Angels the wisdom of nature the mysteries of the traditions and our culture,

We talked about guardian angels and my ancestors he broke little sticks up and formed a circle explaining that that's my body he then put the rest of the sticks inside the circle, saying those are my soldiers they  help me to survive. he continued explain to me in details how they represent me and how they all should work together to form a unit, sounds simple but it was intense because for the very first time I actually took the time to learn how my body works and how it affects me.

the things took away from that experience that day was from my Master was: when I find your path I must not be afraid, he said I need to have sufficient courage to make mistakes, disappointment, defeat and despair are tools God uses to show us the way. I'm pretty sure that my Master has experience these both in body and soul. what better teacher.

Anyways its been a journey I now have an understanding of how my guardian angels, ancestors and God work together and how I should acknowledge them and never disregard all of them.  I have faith in God and in my guardian angles who brought me here and they remain with me, I cannot explain what its like but I know they are near me, at the time I needed to believe in the present and for a while now it exists and it has stayed with me.

I learned about the dark night, I learned that the search of God is a dark night, that faith is a dark night and that's hardly a surprise really because for us each day is a dark night non of us knows what might happen even in the next minute, and yet still we go forward because we trust, because we have faith.

I thought I had lost myself and my sense of belonging, the pain was so extreme that I felt that God had turned his back on me, I had just resigned from my job and was about to lose my family, that's why I call it the dark nigh, that very moment in my life I had to exercise my faith.
Faith cannot be explained it was simply a dark night and my Master had to teach me the power of prayer and how to have conversations with my guardian angels and my ancestors. I think at some stage I thought I was dreaming and it was not happening to me because the pain cut so deep but I had to be strong he said, being strong would mean I had to except what was happening.

I am still here surrounded by Gods compassion and grace and his love is brighter then the sun  more beautiful then words could ever say, his endless light shined over my life and it led me to his glory I understood that in the darkness that's where he shines.

I found peace and healing and I found loyalty and friendship in God, really I fear nothing, I even went as far as creating a prayer corner, that's where I go and talk to all of them and I find rest there, there is nothing like it.

So, yes life lately has been nothing but sweet and that's because I embrace it and I connect with it. I work on overcoming my fears facing them head on and that for me is called balance.

So I still say God is Love :)







     

L♥ving Grace.

Its special when one gets to a place where you really understand from the bottom of your heart what God intended its even more heart warming when u understand that God has plans not just any plans, plans to help u prosper and see u through tough times so that when the good comes u know its his grace manifesting in your life. Now with my joyful heart I can safely say he has blessed and Graced me with Tebo in my, I am almost certain that this type of love was created in Heaven.  I fell in-love with him from the day we started chatting on BBM, look I asked for him from God I know I was not specific but I'm preddy sure that God had me in mind when he worked on him coz dehm he did an outstanding Job#smiles! Joy feels my heart when I think of him,

Yes I'm in-love with Mr T P Chipeya and I glow inside and out because of his tender warming incredible heart! We didn't meet by mistake that I'm preddy sure off ! we where not hooked up my BJ by accident it was by your grace Lord :) youknow my heart and you know what I was praying for and you provided... And you  made me understand that he will not be Perfect but I will create perfection with him :). I love him Dad, he is my Zing, he knows me understands my needs, he works hard to provide for those needs, his a lover and a friend what more can a girl ask for?

Dark tall beautiful blood eyes tender lips silky hair, side burns to die for, sexy body, heart of gold compassionate, Driven, strong minded God fearing loving and a  hopeless romantic, wow God u really are showing off here really u are #giggles! Tebza helps me realize that anything is possible, he awakens my sleeping soul and teachers it baby steps, and allows me to feel, he takes my horrid in-perfections turns them into perfections, he takes my hand and leads us, he encourages me to stay  true to myself and embrace myself so that he can continue to water me with Good spirits :) that's love... I know you are a jealous God you do not want your kids( that being me) to love Men more then we love you, God I love you I love you for the gift of life u have brought into my life I am humbled by honouring me with this God fearing man thank u and I love you.  


Here he is as handsome as ever :)